And Or Theory

The bothering care slips itself around the poles dug for the barbed wire. The fence lights itself in the remnant frost hoaring to it’s bark. Deterrent justice facets of longing and hinge concentration swinging tire for the blame and weariness for suffering.

Traps to condemn any passing triviality sectional precariously deserting the base never set to itself and homes a mess and missing. Totes for certain prose styles of refusing to let the refuse bother you. Fault predictability and the tried before seen the tactic masks for the violent provoking and shaming. Distant as if the threatening mentality forms more easily about those expected in needed revenge for the closed enough to assume natural repercussions are too slow or quick for you.

Destroy whatever ledges they tried scooping over, watch the frenzy follow the conductors grazing enigma. Dire straight detectives surety abundance procedure gossip and falsity forced violence and always someone else to damn. Contortionist illusions sliding quickly tamping image for moments conduction of premature fierce quandary and laddered relevance skipping at spiral stairwells with bells and wrought purity announcements for the filth they do not discount.

Shepherding the flocks of ignorant innocent to slaughter themselves at the thoughts of others, propagate hate cycles of heretical fear syndromes and bar thoughtful people entrances at the preference of humiliation and greed.

There’s the traditionally religious watchmen spying culture, the ready generals and absolutely correct moralistic redeemer spirit praying on innocent people. Cauldrons esteemed distraught lack of vengeance reliability vitality the poisons they haunt us with were only ever their own. Robed anarchists and poor monks hoods pulled down over-bearing the very same world withholding themselves supposedly from another. Distraught daydreams night terror pardoned and to forgiveness the self-defeat assumptions humility witness nobody scum and watered pavement.

Triumphant serenity marching on drawn against the myths in the shallow drifts; defy ‘sacredly’ and secrets themselves find vessels in us. Would rather ever be counted amongst the lost evil or heretic love as non-existence. Faith is pointless to ever seeking and realizations tuning relief to promiscuity defense in favoring the rebellious thoughtful new ideas and challenges of beauty in the wealth of protestant type poverty from the faithlessness.

Go ahead, test it; would rather be considered faithless atheism now than be wrong later, this life is a divine jesting skill and art continually conditioning you for participation. Just in case, I’m an atheist: would not lie to myself to assume by sight that mine is anywhere beneath the line observing the top skim of the shimmering water. (Pascal) Apocryphal meeting memories, told the preacher to love and heal the ideas of evil and our ideas therein of hatred competition and satan are healed as well; take it all upon yourselves that condemnation feverish tiding moralist only “good” sense.

One without the other or those dreadful spilled bones and limping characters beside pitiful robed existences without the idea of enemy or encouragement, assumptions that while striving against will be assumed to bring quietude or immediate beatitude? attitudes like False Solomon’s Seal for long-suffering NOW!: the immediate faith in an enemy! Comforting understandable myth, the strongest collective belief system and the metaphors moving generations. Planted early churches, that one good relative thing, that one good relative giving away every other Sunday; chairs and stains.

Circles or lines of candles lit; protections from possessions of willingness and thoughtful movement burned juniper branches. Cypress, cedar. Protestant idealism type protest styling forgetting the rub submissions necessary to the beads strung aloud. Everyone speaks, equally, and each waits to turn old puritan meetings drowsy secrets out to Sophie, all the hope in empty belief like absolute freedom.

Not challenging the decency in others or refusing to speak each works out their salvation for themselves. Judgment is against a healthy challenge of growth. Superstitious avoidance in democratic processing. Rewarded patience with the impatient inward seams and process in genuinity of mayhem and fearless dissection. To not hope for the value, but it’s testing; that you aren’t waiting for a value in moral: it’s something that diligently works at you as thought process and behavior performances.

Ask for patience or kindness, receive tests to prove and ask your capabilities therein. Let’s see how far we have come. Every decency challenged to test its strengths in fault; the breaking to pick up after words. Thinking about why everything feels like such harsh testing; every word, work and posturing attribute carefully scaled to inward glancing and unsettling pride in setting each steppe myself.

Consciousness in a solid eight path formed to guide in struggled confusions and hopeless feeling dilemma. Silence is an answer; the quietude asperity serenity. Unknowing.

St. Anthony day dream fearing reverence for timing and space.